Took the test
negative result
inconclusive meaning
is it too cold in here? (test says must be 'room temperature')
i dropped the filter, did that screw it up?
was 2 weeks too short a time?
what if i really don't have any antibodies?
what would that mean?
i know that eating gluten makes me sick so what i DO isn't going to change but what does that MEAN for me?
so many questions with so few answers.
anxious about telling people - people will be asking - and i don't know what to tell them. they will want to know what this means and i don't know. i can't bear the thought that they'll think there's "nothing wrong with me" because of the test results. It would be like they all think i'm a liar or a hypochondriac.
i hate that this is so painful. I hate that i feel like i have suffered and others with me for what feels like NOTHING.
:(
negative result
inconclusive meaning
is it too cold in here? (test says must be 'room temperature')
i dropped the filter, did that screw it up?
was 2 weeks too short a time?
what if i really don't have any antibodies?
what would that mean?
i know that eating gluten makes me sick so what i DO isn't going to change but what does that MEAN for me?
so many questions with so few answers.
anxious about telling people - people will be asking - and i don't know what to tell them. they will want to know what this means and i don't know. i can't bear the thought that they'll think there's "nothing wrong with me" because of the test results. It would be like they all think i'm a liar or a hypochondriac.
i hate that this is so painful. I hate that i feel like i have suffered and others with me for what feels like NOTHING.
:(
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